miss me?
i'm going to be around tonight, finally, if you want to give me a call or shoot me an email.

i just noticed last night i haven't posted here in far far too long.
i just haven't been home much. and when i am, i'm trying to catch up from all the not being home much. i like it, but it keeps me away from other things i like.

like fucking and writing about it. reading about it. and talking on the phone about it.

i have some free time today and i'll be around, on and off. but i'm having house guests for the next week-ish i think. so even though i'll be home, i won't have much time for good stuff like that.

i have some things i'm hoping to write, some changes for the website, and a valentine's day naughty care package to let everyone know about. and i've got the rest of the afternoon, and after dinner tonight to do it.

wish me luck.
and if you want me, take me now. ;)
(or after dinner)

Today's the first day I've had home alone for most of the day in quite some time. I'm torn. I thought I'd be a busy good girl and get a lot of work done, but now that it's happening, I'm tempted to put on the porn and lay around in my bed all day.

I'm logged on at niteflirt, so maybe I should just work like the busy good girl, and then if someone calls take it as a sign from the universe that I should lay in bed and rub my pussy.

I still don't feel like I've gotten back in the swing of things, gotten back into the regular rhythm of life since the holidays. The bad weather and being mostly iced in for a while has contributed to that i think. On the other hand, January isn't a very fun month. For me anyway. And February is worse. This is definitely my least favorite time of year.

All the better for laying in bed and jacking off, though.
That's for sure.

damn. the weekend is almost over.
and it was such a good weekend.

well, except for the part where i got a speeding ticket!!
damn.
i'm such a dork, i hardly ever speed. ok, actually i almost always speed about 3 or 4 miles over the limit, but that's it. really. and i was going the speed limit -- except i was going the regular speed limit and it was a work zone. d'oh. i even knew that, but it was saturday night so no one was working and i just spaced totally off on slowing down.

in my state at least, fines are Doubled in work zones, and i was dreading what mine might add up to. i was going 56 in a 40. argh. i am incredibly lucky that he chose to not double it for me since no one was actually working.

i think it was because i had my seat belt on. i really think cops are nicer to people they pull over when they have their seat belt on. that's my theory anyway.

which means i'll be available on the phone a lot this week.
i'm also planning to sell some groovy package of valentine love in time for valentine's day. i'll talk more about that later, but email if you're interested or want to know more.

i'll also be back later to write about the excellent fucking i got this morning. is it bad that while it was happening i was thinking :mmm, i can't wait to write about this"?
i hope not.

i hope you all had excellent weekends, and got fucked well today too.
xo,
--sp.

I made some new icons.
(Please don't use them. I made them just for me.)


I really don't have time for making icons though, so I need to get busy.
I also posted just a few pictures on my website. They're just bigger versions of things you've seen in icons, but they're here if you want to look.

Ok I know this is the kind of thing a phone sex girl would say, but I swear it's true. Every time I get off the phone with somebody, I am so horny and wet and anxious for the next person to call.

Working for myself like this, I don't think it works like that till you've spent a LOT of hours logged in. It certainly doesn't work like that for me now. And maybe by the time it does I'll be all burned out and fake it half the time, who knows, but right now I like to think about laying on the papasan, talking to one boy after another, and cumming and cumming and cumming.

I love this job.
I have to say.

I'm going to list another of my dirty journals on ebay later today.
I'll be sure to give you the heads up when I do.

Well.
I just came really hard and I feel much better.

Due to circumstances beyond anyone's control, I haven't had sex in almost 2 weeks. I know! This is tragic! This is so so wrong!

So I got out my favorite toy, got all set up to make another recording (since the last one was so fun), got All Busy and into it. Hard core fucking myself with the gspot vibrator buzzing away. I moved the phone so you could hear it in and out -- and apparently somewhere around there hit the off button on my phone!!

I didn't realize till I'd been plunging away for a while and brought the phone back to my mouth only to be greeted by the loud dial tone. Dang. I was about to delete it when I decided to listen before I did, and I have to say I liked it so much I had to keep it.

It's not what I intended and it kind of leaves you hanging, but the 5 minutes it got were just so hot I couldn't erase it. There's one part I say something lame and predictable like god I'm so fucking horny, but it just sounds so good and desperate and you can so tell how I Need to get fucked. Hard.

So I'm keeping it, with an explanation on it's listing page.
I think you can listen before they approve it.



I decided to go ahead and start over with a new recording. It's good too. I cum from the toy, and then cum one more time rubbing my clit with the vibrator still inside me. It's longer. I think it's 9 minutes. But when you listen to recordings, you don't have to listen to the whole thing. You can hang up when you're done you want to.

Hey!
Do any of you know why the lj community dial_a_fuck community was deleted?
Dang.

Current Top 10 Dirty Things I Want to Do Right Now:

1. Get undressed in front of someone really slowly. After already making out and getting worked up. With scented candles and Soundgarden : Superunkown on the stereo really loud.

2. Totally dark. Being bent over something. Being flogged and teased and talked dirty to. Followed by Hard Pounding for a long time.

3. Long make out with a girl like ihavemeaning on my papasan. Lights on. Lesley Gore on the stereo, not too loud. Legwarmers involved.

4. Grinding on someone. Parked in a car at the lake. Windows steamed. Something like Les Miserables on the car stereo. Or NPR.

5. Dark, soft, comfy. Getting an all body massage with warm scented oil. Diana Krall: When I Look in Your Eyes on the stereo.

6. Watching porn with a friend. I'd like to be at that beginning part - we've just finished doing something. He's cleaning the dope and loading the bong while I watch the movie. I'd settle back on the couch and take the bong (lovely, clean and handblown) and he'd reach out to ouch me. His hand on my back. Of course we'd know where things would end up. But those first sensations and the realization of 'mm, we're doing it now'.

7. Seeing a XXX movie in a public adult theatre.

8. Having a lap dance at my favorite strip club. I'd like to be there with someone I was dating casually. It would be good if I'd been doing shots with a girl and was on my 2nd or 3rd dance.

9. Going to someone's office late at night, especially if it were a teacher. Maybe with wine and Sarah McLachlan.

10. Outside somewhere. In the Chilly night. Up against a brick wall. With the sounds of passing cars.